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college girl’s musings on sexual enjoymentPosted by anonymous girl ’09 11/16/2008 08:09 PM | Last Reply 11/27/2009 10:18 PMNote:
This is a long, sprawling rant, that may or many not hold your attention. perhaps probably more suited for a ‘blahg’ than the ACB, but i thought i’d post it here in hopes someone could possibly relate.
It’s incredible how powerful this drive can be.
It demands my mind’s complete and total attention.Singularly focused. All consuming.
The Reward, The Reward. Seek it out. Seek the pleasure. Seek the fun. Seek out sex and thy shall be satisfied!
What a lie. I feel entirely at odds with my biological drives . I know what they want. I know the story they’re selling me. I know the reward that awaits if I give in. And I know the physical, mental, and spiritual exhaustion that inevitably follows giving into their tale.
The message is clear. The body decides what it wants, and send the message upwards to my brain:
You don’t just want it. You need it. Go for it! Pursue! Enjoy! Release!
The brain, despite its highly-lauded intellectual and reasoning capacities, continuously buys into the argument.
Come on brain, you know you want it. Happiness follows! Happiness follows!
Tension, tension, tension! Release!
It’s incredible how easily the body can take control. Sex is the most important thing right now in my mind. And you know what? I know, my intellect knows, that were I to pursuit it, were I to indulge in it, all the desire, all that pleasure, all the enjoyment that awaits evaporates as soon as I unleashes its load in anticlimactic climax, expelling all that hyped up desire and pleasure along with the tension.
So there is out goes desire, but the desire/pleasure/reward paradigm is reinforced. Sex is good. Sex releases tension. When tension arises, look for sex. Find sex, enjoy sex, release tension.
The irony of the whole situation is that every sexual release, whether self-inflicted or shared with a partner, only increases one’s craving for sex. The more one craves sex, the more important it is to satisfy the urge. I’ve noticed that if sexual satisfaction becomes more and more entwined with my conception of happiness, the inevitable result is an unavoidable link between sexual-attractiveness and self-worth, along with an emotional rollercoaster ride that depends on others for emotional fulfillment.
what to do?
one option is to keep chasing. but no amount of sex will ever reduce the desire to have sex. to the contrary, it’ll only increase it. and if we are going to be honest with ourselves, we should ask:
Does the satisfaction I get out of having sex outweigh the emotional turbulence, the mental distraction, and the pain of unfulfilled desire?
I’d like to say yes. I want to believe yes. But I’m not so sure.
So what’s the alternative? Giving up sex altogether?
But that’s no fun at all! and seems like a rather drastic measure to take.
Any thoughts? Sometimes I wonder if I’m the only one who thinks about such things.
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Posted by anonymous 11/18/2008 04:08 AMhot post… hotreply 20 votes report
Posted by anonymous 11/19/2008 06:06 AMwtf. This has been posted on other college’s boards as well.reply 30 votes report
Posted by anonymous 09/10/2009 04:34 AM wtf. This has been posted on other college’s boards as …yea no sex, no privately owned business. Nationalize the system, pass out rations. We can all soon look forward to waiting in long lines. ++++ murder babiesreply 40 votes report
Posted by anonymous 09/16/2009 07:06 AMThat’s why it’s worth it to have a boyfriend in college.reply 50 votes report
Posted by anonymous guy ’10 09/20/2009 07:05 PMNo one cares, slut.reply 60 votes report
Posted by anonymous girl ’14 10/15/2009 04:12 AMY’all niggas got trolled by some copypasta mmmmmmmm aw lawd thas sum good copypastareply 70 votes report
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